In a sense.
Study break. I was feeling down all day today because;
Mock starts. And French had to be the first ones to top it off.
I'm scared and whipped out of my sense since yesterday.
So in DT on Tuesday, the girls and Mr M. were discussing about the current and most definitely grave situation on earth;
The Gaza-Israel War.
I was listening the whole time, and all I could think is that this is just reruns of the news which had been playing for over a month. I felt sad, frustrated, angered, pained and scared all the time hearing these news.
So I discussed it with my mom while we're stuck in traffic on the way home. And what she said scared me, in every possible way.
(convo is actually in Indo but I'm too lazy to write them so I'll put English substitute)
Mom: The Israel War had been going on since the 60s. And it's still happening.
Me: But they've gone too far this time, killing children and their moms
Mom: Yeah, they're blind killing now and it won't stop until kiamat. It's been mentioned in the Qur'an as a sign of kiamat. And when we're closing to the day, trees and animals, everything will talk and go against them except this one tree that won't tell where they will hide. That tree is the Israeli tree
Me: ......
I'm scared.
But then I got more and more curious. So instead of studying French which I was supposed to be doing yesterday, I grabbed my Indo terjemahan Qur'an and search for anything related to them. I find a few but they're pretty long ago and I could't find anything about the trees so I searched the internet.
And stumbled into this online book 'Jerusalem in Qur'an'
I read and read. And when I thought I was scared in the afternoon, it didn't compare to the feeling I felt reading the online book.
It's fear. Definitely.
The author of the book in all it's ways based the book in quotations from the Qur'an and relate it to real world events.
Almost 3/4 of what's predicted in the Qur'an already happened in today's ages. And I found the ayat with the trees. It's there. On my face. Loud and clear.
Signs that The End is near:
-Bani Israel will return to Holy Land after years of being banished (check)
This few, I'm not really sure but:
-They will win over Jerusalem?
-They will rule the world?
-But then further away, they will be defeated [talking trees and rocks]
-When this lake in Luxemborg? dry up (and it's been proven to be drying up, quickly) and Nabi Musa will appear in the earth as JUST a ruler.
-A creature from hell? (I forgot the name) escapes into the world and he will capture it.
-Fir'Aun ressurects
(I read in the book that the pharaoh's body will be preserved after he drowned and when the time comes, his soul will return and punish those by drowning them. Didn't they found his body already?)
Other signs which is not related to them at all:
-Money (what's meant as money are coins made out of metal/ copper/ and NOT paper money) will lose it's value
-'Barefoot farmers will race each other with skyscrapers and tall building' (Dubai? Doha? Abu Dhabi?)
And many more.
I could't sleep at all after reading that. Heck studying is out of my orbit already.
I felt sad though. This war won't end. And if it ends then it means the world's end is closer.
I want peace but sometimes humans are humans. Sometimes our blind spot dominates us and by the time we see justice, it's already too late.
All I could do now is pray for those suffering in Gaza. I want to help them, particularly children. They DON'T deserve the treatment they're in right now.
I just wanna help.
Again, this entry might be a little dangerous. I tried my best not to dwelve in into any political sense because I'm only 15 and failed miserably in Maths and literature essays so whatever I got to say will probably be, well, crap.
But if I have to pick a side, you know which side I'll be on.
Come on my army of talking trees and rocks!
I forgot the site where I read the book. I should make a note out of it.
All I have to say is that the book made me realize that now is THE crucial time to be more 'spiritual'.
Better now than when it's too late. You can't pray while worrying for your dear life when the sun is only 100 km away from earth now can you?
It's a new resolution.
Be more alim.
I should get back studying.
And find the site.
I'm sorry for a real downer (and possibly shocking?) entry but I got to say what I've got to say.
♥ 9:22 AM
