'No I can't let you go alone out there, it's too far and I don't think you can take reposnsibility of yourselves yet. You're better off in Indonesia or here'
You want to know what I think of that suggestion ma? Two thumbs down. I'm sorry. But-
One: I CAN'T stand it living in here. I just can't. I'm tired of hot-tempered lazy people.
Two: I want to start over. I felt like I've started out and continued myself in a wrong path and I want to correct it. By myself.
Four: LOOK AT THE ARTS AND SOCIAL SCIENCES FACULTY AND TELL ME YOU ARE FALLING IN LOVE WITH THEM ALREADY D: (flash java software on site makes it spiffy and is more plus no?)
Five: Singapore is in South Asia. Close by to Indonesia. And Malaysia. And KOREA. And JAPAN.
Six: I am pretty confident I'll lose a LOT of weight by moving there
Seven: I'll still be the same introvert. Introvert finds slightly introverted friends. Introverted groups of people does not party wild or do any illegals just because we are introverts so I'll be a 'safe person' and getting the education and freedom I want without abusing it at the same time
Eight: HELLO CLOTHES THAT WILL FIT FINALLY
Nine: I am pretty sure I can ditch the country once I finished college there.
Ten: Why should I? DBSK might have a concert there :D
Okay, so my reasoning kind of sways away from intellectual point of view. Still, I WANT the university. And it really hits me when you said that. And it's all my fault. I know that. I've been an irresponsible slob recently. And to make it up to you and to prove you on how BADLY I want to go to NUS, I'll start getting organized starting on Tuesday. Tuesday because tomorrow I'm going to Remi's house and responsibility mood just doesn't come to me after a day with friends. Just because they're irresponsible fools like me :*).
And. I'm REALLY doubtful on what I'll be taking for A-levels. Biology and English is a definite though. I want mathematics but I decide to pursue English Language career thus maths is unnecessary? Besides I flunked it. Bad. Anyone is willing to tutor me?